Desired future

When it comes to making decisions and figuring out what I really want I have certain  behavioral pattern: ostrich-like, nervous, stressed, freaking out, depressed.
Put it in another words, I am not really good in planning nor deciding.

And what is your way to decide what is the best?

Drunk drawings

Just that feeling of casual happiness which you randomly experience after appropriate amount of wine glasses, when the world is so nice and easy, everyone is cool and beautiful and nothing really matters.  Usually leads to finding all the worlds injustices the morning after (first of all, I did not deserve that headache!), but is still worth it.